Entries from May 2008
They Strive to Keep People Dumb and Numb
May 27, 2008 · 8 Comments
For the first time we went away for Memorial Day weekend. Gas prices hadn’t started rising when we made our reservations for this past weekend or for a week in July and August to stay at a cabin on Long Pond. The pond is nestled in a small valley near the top of a mountain in the northeastern regions of the Adirondack Mountains, 129 miles from here. We never had the time nor the money to travel far. Our pleasures in life have always leaned toward the simple and within our means. We looked forward to a day when we would enjoy our small excursions to the mountains unhindered by work schedules and the stresses involved in every day life, now we question whether these small dreams will be a reality. Used to personal sacrifices and learning to live on a low income throughout the years, I am hopeful that we will find ways to enjoy our retirement, even though we have already given up our small day trips around the country side that we have enjoyed in the past. Perhaps I will fair better then the spouse in retirement as I seek pleasures of the ordinary aspects, yet the complexities of life that guide us through our personal travels. ( I’m not sure if that sentence made any sense to others, but to me it did.
Categories: life
Tagged: family, life, New York, news, politics
Looking Back to Now
May 21, 2008 · 6 Comments
I’ve traveled into the past to see where I’ve been,
roads dusty, littered with debris,
from tattered rags and shattered walls,
obstacles over come,
to try to understand how I’ve arrived
to this place, to who I am.
Stabbed by the pain of troubled souls,
in a world of tremulous stagnation,
of cold bitterness and damnation, with
little to give but that which resides within
to warm a soul and boost a heart
of those I met plastered against walls
of their own paths in time.
Tears I’ve shed turned to diamonds of joy
as pessimism I vowed to destroy,
I’m not bound by money or power
or material anchors of security.
Life’s energy pushes me on
shared with others ready to accept
and to question that which is portrayed
along the way.
Mary Blu
@2008
Categories: Poetry
Tagged: Add new tag, empathy, family, friends, life, love, people, Poetry, society, thoughts
Cosmic to tragic… Ted Kennedy
May 20, 2008 · 4 Comments
I’ve not been able to blog recently due to technical and cosmic interference. Life energy waves had been distorted and directed toward unforeseen pathways by bombardments of pessimistic outside forces. Though defensive shields of optimism had become fragile they did hold up!
The weather has been spring like and unpredictable. One week we hit the 90’s with lots of sun, then we plummeted to the 50’s and rain, but the land is green and bright with new life and the renewed energy after a restful winter sleep.
The McDucks have returned! We are in our 6th year living here and for all these years a pair of mallards have returned each year to a very small hidden swampy pond in the copse of trees next to my building. These ducks are special. First off, ducks mate for life. Apparently they return to where life has been good to them also! They first made their presence known when I caught site of them in a large puddle behind the apartment building while the last spring snow was falling! I was unable to get a photo as they left before these aged bones could return with my camera. It was a beautiful sight seeing them in their dark spring feathers against a sea of white! They keep themselves hidden for quite awhile then one day they begin their daily strolls up and down the road and sidewalks by my building and the one across the way. I’ve seen them totally ignore people and walk under moving vans as people move in and out. It’s interesting to see how the female seems to lead and the male follows and is at the ready to protect her. He never leaves her.
I just heard the news about Ted Kennedy having a malignant brain tumor. My heart and love goes out to him and his family. We are all hoping and praying for the best for this great man who has worked so hard throughout his life for this nation and it’s people.
Peace!
Categories: life
Tagged: animals, life, nature, New York, news, optimism, self help, spring, Ted kennedy, thoughts