Sorry for the rash of videos over the past few days. I guess I was letting out the remnants of inner frustrations that tried to suppress my usual optimistic self over the past few weeks. Spouse had 28 tissue samples of the prostate biopsied and they are all negative for cancer. Looks like he’s safe for the time being. He had to go into the hospital for the day and was quite frantic, though to macho to admit it. He had never been in as a patient before nor had any kind of surgical procedure done. Playing nurse and maid for several days for him would not have been too bad if fate hadn’t stepped in to disrupt things via a binge alcoholic family member who battered me with her suicidal talk. For two days I was on pins and needles over this then it turned to a slow burn as it continued for a week.
I remember a time when I was able to enjoy a glass of wine now and then. I can’t even think of having one now. I can’t enjoy being in any settings where I might see freinds or family drink too much. My entire adult life has been adversely effected by alcoholics.
Categories: family
Tagged: alcoholic, family, life, marriage, relationships, stress, suicide
